Missing you Raf…
You are the only exception…
Down to bare bones,
Years of neglect and
Abuse, the fire was
Enough to break you.Sun baked, generations
Of echoes still ring, silver
Strands of laughter,
Footsteps in the hallway,You can still smell Sunday
Breakfast and murmurs
Of grace, these holes in
The walls where lightSpills in, but hope is
Gone, too much damage
To be repaired, time to
Submit to destruction.In the attic live the memories
You grasp with greedy fingers,
There is no future here, and
Now you say goodbye.
It’s the kind of tiredness that sleep cannot fix.
It is 1:30am. I’m tired and sleepy but I chose to think about you and the moments we should’ve been enjoying together.
I want to grow old with you. But it’s not in my hands. It just isn’t. And I cannot do anything about it.
One day you will walk out from my life like nothing ever happened. Like I never existed.
But that’s okay.
I will forever remember you. And will love you here in this silent corner unconditionally, virtually, endlessly.
I will camp with my sleeping bag and not gonna move. I will wait for the time that will never come, for the man that will never arrive. Forbidden love. #RFL
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I don’t wanna end up in my 30s saying I knew what I had to do but I just didn’t do it
